Another issue to add to the list...
Now Im probably completely off base when I say thisbut then again when do I not say shit where Im obviously wrong and off baseexactly.
That being said. I honestly feel like there are only two types of people when it comes to relationships. There are the people that cant not not be in a relationshipand then there are the ones who just simply cant be in a relationship.
I fall into the latter. And I am completely aware that this is unhealthy. Unhealthy in the sense that I cannot comprehend intimacy. I even hate looking at that wordsaying itprounouncing it correctly without gagging.
intimacywhat a douche.
Howeverthe other group isnt that great either. I like to think that where I (and the fellow intimacy haters) lack intimacywe gain a shit ton of independenceand vice versa. Meaning where I seem unable to learn how to function normally with someone elseand be happy. The others have no clue how to be by themselvesand be happy.
Both situations suck to be perfectly honest. While I love my independence and the drive it has given me to follow my dreamsI do wonder about myself in the future love department.
I like me. Im pretty cool. Ive heard Im decently funny (when Im drunk). But will I always like myself better than every guy I ever Im with?
Will I ever actually love someone? Just writing that made me cringe.
OhIm smart too. I know exactly what Im doing. I always pick guys that I know it will NEVER NEVER work out with. You knowjackassespricksdicksridicously hot, yet ridicously dumb guysdrummers.
I do know Im going to get divorced in the future. Thats a given. Im too stuck in my ways. I want, what I want, when I want it.I dont feel like that personal philosophy is changing any time soon.
Im also terrible at sacrificing in relationships. Once I feel like my objectives for my future are being compromised because of some dude I probably wont give a fuck about in 3 months...and the sex isnt that great Im outie.
To me love comes with a shit ton of strings. And lets be honest with ourselvesIm not wrong. Sometimes love means giving up your dreams (especially for women) and thats fineif youre okay with that.
Im not.
I guess what I really want to know if there is a middle ground. Is it possible to be happy and in love and follow your dreams? And is this just a girl thing? Or do guys have to deal with this too.
If notyou guys fucking suck.
That being said. I honestly feel like there are only two types of people when it comes to relationships. There are the people that cant not not be in a relationshipand then there are the ones who just simply cant be in a relationship.
I fall into the latter. And I am completely aware that this is unhealthy. Unhealthy in the sense that I cannot comprehend intimacy. I even hate looking at that wordsaying itprounouncing it correctly without gagging.
intimacywhat a douche.
Howeverthe other group isnt that great either. I like to think that where I (and the fellow intimacy haters) lack intimacywe gain a shit ton of independenceand vice versa. Meaning where I seem unable to learn how to function normally with someone elseand be happy. The others have no clue how to be by themselvesand be happy.
Both situations suck to be perfectly honest. While I love my independence and the drive it has given me to follow my dreamsI do wonder about myself in the future love department.
I like me. Im pretty cool. Ive heard Im decently funny (when Im drunk). But will I always like myself better than every guy I ever Im with?
Will I ever actually love someone? Just writing that made me cringe.
OhIm smart too. I know exactly what Im doing. I always pick guys that I know it will NEVER NEVER work out with. You knowjackassespricksdicksridicously hot, yet ridicously dumb guysdrummers.
I do know Im going to get divorced in the future. Thats a given. Im too stuck in my ways. I want, what I want, when I want it.I dont feel like that personal philosophy is changing any time soon.
Im also terrible at sacrificing in relationships. Once I feel like my objectives for my future are being compromised because of some dude I probably wont give a fuck about in 3 months...and the sex isnt that great Im outie.
To me love comes with a shit ton of strings. And lets be honest with ourselvesIm not wrong. Sometimes love means giving up your dreams (especially for women) and thats fineif youre okay with that.
Im not.
I guess what I really want to know if there is a middle ground. Is it possible to be happy and in love and follow your dreams? And is this just a girl thing? Or do guys have to deal with this too.
If notyou guys fucking suck.
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